At this point in my life I'm having all kinds of sexual problems. I'm not sexual active, but I do try to please myself by masturbation to cut down on the lustfulness,..aka teenage hormones. I've done this since I hit Puberty and I'm almost an adult, and not once sinec then have I not felt "guilty" after partcipating in my "self" pleasure.

I feel very sad, very bad about myself after I reach orgasm during masturbation and feel as if I sinned..not to religon but to my self morals. One thing my T and I are disucssing is sexual preference which is women as far as I can see..being in a relationship with and being sexual active with,..but some things of men...do attract me. This was a hard post for me becauise I 'm not used to talkling about sexual issues openly....sry if I was to blunt...

Dustin