I feel this right now , and sometimes I think I get it, some divine purpose, being that i am bipolar I tend to swing both sides on this to the extremes. What is the point of anything? For me it is to take care of my son that I decided to conceive with a woman during a hypomanic phase bad to say I know but it is amazing that kids do bring joy and purpose but not stability... During my depression there is no point, it is like painting a holographic picture and then burning it so it is gone forever without a trace or purpose.