Well, back then (8 yrs ago) I was a heavy dissociator. I'd put it away in my memory and had no access to it.

When it *came out*, I was shocked and upset. I had to search three police stations to find the report, etc. I had to prove to myself that what I was remembering was accurate.

When I did prove it, I did further investigation and found that he'd been prosecuted heavily and would no long hurt anyone as a doctor...so I guess I got the bad with the good all at once in this one.

Knowing that I was believed SOMEWHERE, and that something was done on my behalf helped me to heal very quickly once I was over the shock of it.

Prosecution, and ppl believing, helps so much in healing...in our time.

KD