Stay strong Pink! Two months being SI free is a huge deal! You can do it. Something that might help you is if you reward yourself the longer you can stay SI free. Ex. After three months you could reward yourself with your favorite food or a manicure. Every month you make it with out hurting yourself you could reward yourself with something. That way you would not only have motivation but something to look forward to. At your six month mark you could have a cake and/or get a new outfit. Do you think that would be helpful?
Please stay safe and keep drawing the hearts on your arm or hand. You deserve love and to be be loved.