Hello Blgame: Welcome to PsychCentral! The Skeezyks is always available to correspond. (Be aware though that he's an elderly goat!) You're welcome to Personal Message me, here on PC, any time.

Of course, I don't know what it is you're dealing with in terms of fetishes. But since I have been transgender my entire life, I do have some experience with this sort of thing.

As far as spirituality goes... I'm sort-of Buddhist by nature. I have read where the Buddha supposedly taught that nothing is hidden. I take this as my mantra.

The Skeezyks sends warm wishes your way. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more connection to the community you will develop. So keep posting!