I am so glad that you took care of the cut & hope that you can get the prescription filled ASAP. Guessing they gave you an antibiotic shot in the hospital to give it a kick start to last until you get the prescription filled.

I think it is so sad that no one is caring for the real problems you have. The SI is better when you have the adderall. Why is it that you can't get a prescription for it. It kind of sounded like in your post, you were really hoping that you would be put into the hospital where they "you can bet they would order the drug while I would be inpatient". I know if it were me, that would be what I would be hoping for. I would be hoping that someone would care enough to help me with what I really need help with. It sounds to me that all the emails you are sending out to your PCP are calls for help that aren't being delt with.

I know my PCP didn't want to get involved with my psych issues when I was dealing with the anorexia that happened when I was dealing with my Mothers death & the ID theft & abuse the home care person did. He would only deal with the medical issues surrounding it, but he did refer me to a pdoc & psychologist while I was in the hospital until I got out & could get back to my own.....but if I hadn't had my own, he would have made sure I would have gotten the help I needed.

I haven't read enough of your posts to know why you don't have the psych help you need since is sounds like your PCP won't prescribe you the adderall you desparately need. I am sure that being in the living situation you are in doesn't help either, but I know that in California there are clinics that can help (don't know about in KY where I am moving to) & don't know about in Iowa, but there should be someplace to go for the help you need.

You have gone through so many extreme emotional things lately, it is impossible for anyone to deal with everything you have gone through & are going through without help. It sounds to me like your PCP needs to guide you to where you can get the help you really need & that help is beyond what a PCP is capable of giving. Maybe you need to sit down with him & figure out a plan to get the help you need.

My prayers are with you,
Debbie