he did apologize for his behavior and i think he was embarrassed for what happened... and seeing as i told him to never call, talk or message me again... he hasnt... but I know the type of person he is (or at least I thought) and he is probably sitting around feeling like **** and wants to talk but to nervous or worried to call.
I am stuck.. as i know he probably learned a valuable lesson... he does not get wasted like this in public settings... nor friendly... that I have seen. he is a social drinker but not a an alcoholic that i know of. hes been a friend for a long time... and its hard to just give up... knowing it was a mistake. Could of happened to anyone who got carried away once... but at the same time... I cant be positive it wont happen again. I am feeling like we could stay acquaintances.... you know hello here and there... but not the regular hang outs. .. just feeling a tad sad about the whole situation. Hard to just turn a friend off just like that...