why do I think ....your.... inner child drew a monster? sorry but I have no idea why ....your...inner child drew a monster. I can tell you why my own alters drew monsters but not why yours did. for that you will need to contact your own treatment providers who can help you discover why your inner child drew the monster.
my own alters that drew monsters did so for many reasons. the main one was because its normal for children to draw monsters. its just part of play time...example when children are toddlers and young boys and girls parents teachers and friends all play lets pretend games that include pretending monsters. like tag your it, hide and go seek, boo , Im a monster raaaarrrr, its endless on all the childhood games out there that are based on pretend someone is a monster, then add to the cartoons children watch, sesame street has more than one monster so does power puff girls, scooby do, casper, flintstones, dinosaur train, curious george , just about every kids show out now has some sort of evil person\monster in it, then add the internet games nitendo, wii...its normal for children to play monster and draw monsters, its not like we live in the dark ages where children are not exposed to how to use your imagination and play monster.
Another common reason why my alters drew monsters was because thats what their job, purpose reason for being was....to draw monsters, shapes, lines, numbers, words, and other pictures.
my alters never drew pictures of monsters to represent their abusers or how they felt because there was the do not tell, threat of harm if we did, as a whole my internal system was one of protection and survival, protect the secrets and do what ever is needed in order to survive even if it meant not telling what happened, not verbally, not written. to the point where there were alters who's job, purpose, reason for being was to take over in the event that someone was starting to notice or discover our secrets.
again only you and your treatment providers can say why your own alters drew monsters. my suggestion contact your treatment providers they can help you to discover your answers of how and why your alters are comprised the way they are.
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