I think that from the way you just expressed yourself that you are a great person, and any normal person would love to be your friend. I know the lonely feeling all too well. its a sad feeling. But you gotta give yourself more credit,that you are in fact able to socialize.. if you believe in yourself. i think she may be going through some difficult feelings and maybe became afraid that she was using strong words to describe her emotions and maybe they really made think...i don't know people need other people. but sometimes we goabout having relationships in the wrong way.Our hearts know the truth but our minds mess it up ..sometimes..we also can't depend on others to make us happy. you have to find your own happiness. i know its hard..trust me..but we gotta do it.