That is true. I believe though that it was more of her just not knowing exactly what she wants in a relationship or if she wants one it was that sudden thought that scared her and now she is questioning having a relationship with anyone. I am not a great person really. And I can't see how I can socialize. I was never good with other people and my intrusive thoughts make having people, especially people I care about, hard to stay close to. I don't want to hurt anyone but my thoughts want me to think otherwise.

If you don't mind I want your opinion on something. Now I don't even know if I ever want to have a relationship. not because of how this turned out but thinking back on what I am like as a person and the problems I have. I have intrusive thoughts and I hate food. I am not diagnosed as anorexic and I am not saying that I am I just don't enjoy or like any foods and am underweight. I have always dreaded ever having a relationship in that aspect because I what will I do if they want to go out on a date? I feel sick even when eating only a portion of a serving. I do not know how I could ever love anyone or even have friends because I don't enjoy and tasks that I could do with anyone. Should I give up on having friends?

Thanks for the advice I will really have to do some thinking.