Hello d.o.a.: I'm sorry you struggling. There was a time, many years ago now, when I desperately needed help & no one was there for me either. Everyone knew what was going on. But no one cared enough to step up. It has been decades now... but it still hurts. I send warm thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to find deep peace in your life & the inner strength to overcome what was done to you.