You've been through not one but several traumatic events, as being hospitalized is often traumatic as well. Whether it is labelled PTSD or not, you have definitely been traumatized, and it's not surprising that you want the presence of your parents and are afraid to be alone. As Fharraige said a therapist that deals with trauma would be of great help to you. Also, you have to remember that it's going to take time, and you need to be gentle with yourself. Lean on those supportive parents and find yourself a good therapist.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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