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Originally Posted by amandalouise
the only way to know for sure what your own treatment provider thinks is to ask him.
let me show you what I mean...
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Oh I do - but its person centred counselling and so he's meant to be (and is!) a blank wall and completely accepting and so he would never tell me if I caused him to feel anything negative.
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Originally Posted by amandalouise
present treatment provider tells me now after I have been integrated, that working with me had its challenges because DID by nature is an unpredictable mental disorder. from any given day, moment she never knew which alter was going to be there and what would trigger the dissociation for some of my alters
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Thats so cool that she is so open with you. I hope one day my T will feel able to be that kind of open with me. He really is a great T, but I would feel a lot more secure if I knew what he was thinking - even if its a negative. It must be so surreal for him to witness this.