Hello, my writing is not well. So forgive the way it is structured. Ever since I was a child I was always alone and always felt distracted. I connected with nobody and I used to go outside and wrestle with rocks in place of toys. I always talk to myself and still do. I found video games to be very comforting to me I prefer video games to people any day. I had tried to work but I quit everyone of them. People always try to bother with me or be unnecessarily disrespectful. All I am trying to do is my job, but people are very annoying. They get me agitated and I lash out in anger and then they act like I did something wrong. Simple instructions they can not follow, making my job more difficult and putting me under more stress that causes me to explode in rage. To the point where I started thinking evil things, things I don't agree with and I don't want to do. So I quit my job and I haven't been able to recover since. I live with my parents but they don't care, they just think that I'm stupid, they do not believe in mental illness let alone I could never have a conversation with them about it because it is just a joke to them, whatever I say. They think I am looking for excuses but I am not, I just need help, help I have never gotten. I try to study online to get a skill but I can not stay focused. I don't even feel welcomed here, I think they want to kill me. I feel stuck with no way out. Please help.

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