Hi Justice,
Yeah, its hard to explaing to a dog ethical concepts!"!", not to mention crime and punishment.
I guess some people too!
I just wrote you a long post and my hand slipped, and it all disappeared. Oh well, wasnt meant to be I guess.
I said something like AAAAAAAAAAggggggggghhhhhhh Your family sound like the family dynamic from hell.. I didnt know you were living at home. I'd say you need a lot of support to keep sane with that going on around you.
Is there a poss of you getting out?
And my 12 step thing, I know I need to readjust to reality that not everone is going to jump at it, I thought there would be a more positive response, but I have had to learn a lot. And realise there are other ways.
I have been having a study group here with a friend, reading the literature on schizoid, its deep and interesting, I'd like it to grow, so I will talk about that sometime. Also, I tried therapy for the pd, and it made me worse, but loved her and want to go back. I'll share about that in the therapy place sometime maybe.
I dont know if this will help, but years back, when I was with my mother to deal with my anger with her I used to pray silently all the time I was with her as well as visualising a protective light around myself and also a silver globe above my head to visualise the highest good, I got those ideas from a book called 'psychic self defense'.
lotsa love, hope the dog learns its lesson.