Hello everybody.

I've spent a lot of the last few days overcoming exhaustion but do seem a bit disassociatted from life.

Since turning 21 over a decade ago my perception of life has changed.I would sometimes look in a slight fear of the world around me and get overwhelmed of my purpose in life if I concentrate too much on everything. I do get a bit down by it but not really depressed. I cant live my life the way I did before I turned 21 but I was at ease with that up until the last few days.

I always have looked to keep my brain active in order to negate the sense of disassociation and look into new information as a purpose. My perception of life has altered as i mentioned earlier for 10 years but I still do enjoy certain things and though I dont perform well in certain areas of my life there are other things that interest me and that I am very good at after years of practice.I'd be described as very intelligent by people I would imagine (not to brag or anything like it) and would always try and eat right, keep fit and have a laugh every now and again.

The exhaustion I'm experiencing at the moment is a bit of a worry but I could be right as rain in a few days.

Maybe it's just me but are there any of you here that go through the same emotions in life?