Sad... lonely, cannot concentrate on work... I want to have a complete meltdown and just bawl my eyes out. Tired of getting beaten up verbally by others... I need something positive to happen... it's just been so hard lately. I need a new job, my boss sucks, she is disrespectful towards me, she doesn't value me or my work.. and I work very hard. I want to give up. I'm just so done with struggling.