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cashart10 · Dec 29, 2015, 06:38 PM

very, very paranoid. My stomach is in knots. I'm desperately afraid I'm going to be arrested but I'm not sure I've ever committed a crime. I feel paralyzed. I haven't touched the house today and I slept until almost 1PM (my husband was home).

Possible trigger:

I feel like I need to commit suicide to prevent my family from my dramatic fall from grace. I feel like I need to protect everyone from the evil I have become. I won't actually commit suicide but I am afraid of the consequences if I don't do it. I can just imagine cop cars in front of my house.

On an entirely different note: FYI for those of you thinking of/praying for us, my husband found a job and there was only a ten day lapse of pay from one shop to another shop. We both feel that great weight lifted!