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I am seriously sick with worry. I don't know what to do. I just want this feeling to go away. What would I do if I had to go to jail? What would happen to my kids? My brain is filled with ruminating thoughts that are absurd but I cannot dismiss them.
I have my Klonapin back. I'm considdering taking an extra and going to sleep.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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