Genesis:

I agree with Mars, we'd be fighting for first place in line to take it!

Hun, don't push yourself too hard. The memories will come if there are any and it will be when you're better able to handle it. Don't force yourself to remember anything. It could be OCD added to bipolar and definitely diagnoses can change. I've seen it several times.

I have nothing to add to all these wonderful posts but wanted to offer you:

((((((((((((GENESIS))))))))))))))))))

Take Care of yourself and I hope you start feeling better soon,
Kimberly.