Dearest Olivia ,

Just read your two posts - thanks for your support! Just went to the URL as well, that is awesome!!!!

I feel very scared to go the next step - my T made it clear to me: 'boys look after their own, your verbal word against my written notes and your fantasies!' This T is very high up, in a position of importance, I am but a university student.

What hurts even more, is that I was MADE to see him to get paid for work - not only have I suffered PTSS from the work event, now I feel hopeless, sad, regretful and left thinking; "what the hell does all life matter anyway!"

Thanks again for being a listening ear!