I'm sorry you are feeling that way! I'm not familiar with the test, but it might be that you were feeling better, like you said. I know personally, I think things in general are going better when I'm not in the middle of a rough patch. Definatley express your concerns with your T. I hope you figure out what's going on and get on the path to feeling better soon! And if you do start to think about harming yourself, please get help immediately.