I used to get severe consequences too if I cried when I was a kid, so I never did in front of people as an adult. I also can't talk when I cry. Then my life had several crises happen this past June and I fell apart and into a deep depression. Since then, I cry all the time. I hate it. I wonder if I'll ever stop. T says it's the PTSD that causes little things to trigger me. Next week I'm going to look before our session begins and see if she has a box of tissues anywhere - lol!