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Originally Posted by DBTDiva
No? Because I want to say, tell her to go to h--- and that you're tired of her being abusive to you! That you deserve to be treated with love and respect and you're starting by treating yourself that way and the best way to do it is to stay away from her! Then block her number, change your name, move to another country and leave no forwarding address...
  ok not that extreme but you DO deserve to be treated with love and respect, and I don't think she's capable of thinking about anyone but herself. |
LMAO- Diva!
I'm trying to think of good Mom examples to show why emotions are so mixed.
She let me be who I wanted to be to a point.
She didn't brainwash me about sex, left me to learn about it on the streets.
For this I am thankful.
We've had countless good times and laughs, but ...
Here's another strange part--
I've never had a true sense of identity. Whoever I was with, I dressed like, and took on their likes. I was a very good actress, able to become a character. I loved acting and would have happily done it every day of my life. I tried to go back to acting a few years ago, but got scared that now I had a hard time remembering lines, so I gave it up.
My mother groomed me into becoming "The Material Girl" at the same time as Madonna. We lived in a place where rich old men paraded young trophy wives and there was a 'stable' of pros on call. Funny money and drugs were the fuel of the town.
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