I question things with my T all the time. Sometimes I think I'd be better off without her, but the thought of not having her breaks my heart. I feel like my therapy has been at a standstill for 9 months now.... but the thought of leaving...well, you know. I have now had two sessions with a second therapist, so we'll see where this goes. Even then, I feel like I'm "cheating" on T1, she doesn't know about T2.