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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
I don't know, it's only momentary, a parlor trick. I wish I can hold em at bay...we switch at a sneeze. We have no host, main, original...just a collage of personalities that takes turns at being present. We drift, here one minute gone the next. No direction, no real goals...everything is a fail...we just want to be done.
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I kind of get this. I don't think I have an original me, and Im beginning to think I switch a hundred times a day - when tired or stressed anyway. Sometimes I don't realise until I dwell and think about it and it will dawn on me what happened a few days / weeks / years later. But sometimes Im aware of it when it happens, and its like Im stood behind me watching whats going on but not being able to change anything.