Yes. "We are broken but expected to function". And not only by others but also by myself (whoever that is).

I also really identify with "We have no grasp of an identity... as a person, as a singularity, everyone wants something different that we do nothing. "

I am planning to go see daughter, and that relationship is murky. All kinds of anxiety over that-and who will actually spend time with her?

Oh, and skip the drink