Pfrog is right..... now is the time to take care of you. Time to forget all that have put you down, or made you cry or hurt you in anyway. You are an adult and time to move on and get your life under control First of all you have to learn to stop believing everything everyone says. You need to get away from the negative and practice being positive towards yourself.... and dont believe anyone else ONLY YOU! Once you start believing in yourself and changing your thought patterns about who you are... you will get more confidence. Once you start leaving the negative people behind you... the positive will follow. Do not stoop down to the negative level. You are important. You are great. Believe in yourself and stop listening to others. Others are negative because they hate themselves....They do not have the capacity to understand their own feelings... but you can learn
I dont have much advice to give... except dont give up on yourself. I was in the same boat as you and what i took away from it was.. they only one to change it... was me. I changed my thoughts... and started to be positive... after awhile... what others thought didnt matter anymore. If they want to be negative... let them... its just going to bring them down... but dont let it bring you with it! Big hugs.... Things do get better