dorsey.... boy, i feel you. sometimes i feel that way around those closest to me, even my brother: get me home where i'm safe. i have major trust issues, plus self esteem problems so i expect everyone to not want me around. stupid and pathetic, i know. i've never been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, just depression, but i do have major anxiety alot of the time and if i were to actually be brave enough to see a t/pdoc an anxiety dx wouldn't surprise me.

anyway thank you..... i want to keep trying, i just seem to psych myself out myself constantly, thinking people don't really want me around....