Well Christmas is over and the new year is about to start and i am starting to feel a little better about things. As it is getting closer to my daughter being here all i can do is smile and be happy my brother and his girlfriend just bought me four of the most adorable outfits for her and i cant wait to put her in them. i have been spending alot of time with my mom already this week even if we are on our computers the whole time we are still sitting and talking to each other and watching movies. Last night my sister and her got their nose's pierced so i watched them have that done my mom couldnt stop laughing because she was so nervous about a needle going near her face but we finally got her to relax and she did it. Tomorrow is new years eve so i have alot of running around to do between doing laundry and taking garbage to the dump but i plan on getting everything done in the morning. My little girl is making me look at the world in a very different way now that i only have 8 weeks left until she is here. Tonight i am making dinner for my mom and little sister in hopes we will be able to spend some more time together and probably watch another movie or something but for now things are going good and i feel better about things