it really hit me a few days ago when i woke up and as i was laying there i had an event flash across my mind...now i dont think it happened...i dont remember it in fact i WAS 100% sure it didnt happen...i posted more in surivors of abuse but i dont want to say it say it here in case it really triggers someone badly...but anyway now i am really lost more than ever...i keep becoming confused....i dont remember anything...apparently i have conversations that i dont remember...like today my bf swore to me that he, a coworker and i had a long conversation that they told me about i had to give a shower to a resident ( i work in a nursing home) i dont even remember sitting down....i dont even remember having a conversation...i cant sleep anymore....i dont remember dreams....i am eating everything in sight ...i am triggered so easily ...i dont know what my problem is...i dont remember it