I decided after a week of classes this semester that I just couldn't do it, so I withdrew. I changed my meds, and things were going really well...but then probably about 3 weeks ago, things started going downhill again, and I know it's my bipolar rearing its ugly head. Like my title says, I'm feeling out of whack.
I don't feel balanced. I feel depressed but also slightly manic. I'm having major mood swings. I'm crying more than usual. I just don't feel myself, and I think a large part of it is that change is coming, and I don't do well with change, even good change...but I just need help holding it together for another 4 weeks (that's when I'll be moved back home and see my T again).
Anyone else feeling out of whack?
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