You know when you start to feel your ED? That's where I'm at right now. I see myself slipping and restricting, and I feel my hunger complex starting to fade, but I feel helpless. I feel like I'm not in control anymore, and that the label 'anorexic' fits the bill because of course, when you're doing better, you don't feel it the same. I go back to T in a month, but until then, I'm just strutting along, hoping I can make it work.