today i woke up at exactly 10:47 AM. i can live with that, for now.

decided today would be the day i'd get all the stuff on my floor back on the window seat. it didn't happen quite the way i planned. first couple hours after waking up i didn't feel so hot... then had to get my mom to help me finish things in my room because i got so overwhelmed and became frustrated and flustered as a result. i basically let her take over. she just stacked things up and pushed them out of the way. now everything is off my floor (finally), but i feel pretty bad about needing my mom's help cleaning my own room, something i should be able to do myself at the age of 19. i feel stupid.

also having trouble in the weight department. i seem to have backtracked and gained a couple pounds. now i know that could be stubborn period weight still hanging on, but i think it was also probably the pigging out i did over Xmas. starting january i'll be going back to being more strict with myself. the holidays aren't an excuse.