I'm glad I found this forum; not sure who else to vent to.

I get worked up over the smallest things. I envy those who can always go with the flow and just be calm and chill.

For example, playing Mario Kart- everyone else plays it and gets upset when they aren't doing good. Me however, start cussing and saying "f this and f that" and get really loud to the point people are scared to play with me. The funny thing is im not even that angry, I can be having fun still yet I just SHOW anger?? if that makes sense?

Then today, i tried to order pizza and was told I was out of the delivery area. A normal person would accept that and may be a little mad. I however FREAKED out over the phone because last week that location delivered me a pizza and I was LIVID that person messed up last week, bc i was under the impression I was IN the delivery area.

See? These are minor things. But my reactions are OVER THE TOP. Then EVERYONE gets all worked up and mad, but I hold on to the anger and then feel stupid for reacting poorly. Not sure how to get a handle on my emotions, but it's starting to really bother me.