I hope so. I hope that once I get into a real relationship, I will forget about this and it won't come back to haunt me. I am worried, though, that this is just a sign of deeper, major emotional/relationship problems that will ALWAYS plague me and make all of my relationships harder.

Whenever I get even slightly depressed or angry, this thought pattern tends to come up again and again. It's so intense and persistent that I think it may be trying to tell me something, but I have no idea what the hell to do about it.