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Originally Posted by finding_my_way
i cannot keep track easily of the days. sometimes there are gaps where i'll think it's say monday and it's wednesday or reverse, so i am either ahead or behind..or totally lost. it never has changed, when i had a daily schedule and had to leave the house or now that i work at home and have no need for a schedule.
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I really struggle with this too. I do find it gets worse when Im not working, as that tends to require me to write the date several times a day which really helps. I regularly get surprised at what day it is though, and if Im not working I don't have a clue! My biggest issue is time during the day - this has got so much worse since I realise / understood dissociation, although maybe thats because Im noticing it more. Time seems to jump - forwards and backwards. Sometimes I'll blink and an hour or more will have passed. Or I'll check the time, note it, check the time again a few minutes later and it will be several hours earlier than when I first checked. Before I understood anything about dissociation I used to be fascinated with stringy/ loopy time theories. And Quantum Leap!
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Originally Posted by finding_my_way
but i had zero recollection at that moment of even having taken science or what the exam was. somehow, i passed it though...
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LOL I get this a lot at the moment. Again, I don't know if that is because its getting worse, or if its because Im working with another person for the first time in a long time, and so these things would have never have had the chance to be noticed before. I am now known for being 'accidentally organised' and 'accidentally helpful' as the other person I work with keeps finding work I have done that I have no recollection of doing and thought was still on the 'to do' list.