I'm awake, I'm awake!
But not present
I woke suddenly and still under the influence of meds. I was in the middle of a dream that's hanging on. I'm so confused I got an email that wanted conformation...I thought, I'm supposed to be there now? With relief I see its on the 4th. But again when she sent back thank you see you then I Ananias thought it meant today at 10am. I could find the first email and was wondering if it existed I was thinking my god...it's 10 how do I get there? I'm not dressed I'm in no condition to drive. Then I remembered to check the sent mail...yep it's for the 4th...next year.
Never never again take the ambien at 3am. Go without sleep!
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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