Same. Right now I'm alone in my room. My brother does have ''friends''. They are sitting in the yard, keeping me awake. I want to sleep.
It's not fair. He's the asshole. He's a big part of why I am like this. But I'm alone and he isn't.
It has been like thise for I don't know how many years.

Think this, tomorrow it's all over for another year. Try to sleep through it.