(((((Alexandra)))) I'm sorry you're struggling. I can relate in a couple ways. I can't look at my therapist either, not yet, I feel if I look into her eyes,...I'd see,..something I didn't want to see. I have no clue what that might be...but it scares me. Me and my mother aren't connected either,..I feel....shameful around her,...and as you said misattunted,...I dont know what I can say that'd make sense....but I do care Alexandra...I hope and pray things get on track for you...I care...
(((((ALEXANDRA))))