Well I hope this is the right place for this. I've been seeing my pdoc for little over a year, and bluntly we don't get along. I've found reasoning behind it. She as all pdocs know all about medicines and how they work with the mentally ill, but what I don't think pdocs know is the person. My Therapist and I both agree my condition is anti-medicine...basicly meds dont help it,...i've been taking anywhere from anxiety meds to anti-depressents, to OCD style meds,.etc since I was 12...NOTHING HAS WORKED.

The last visit with my pdoc was astoundingly awful, I told her how I had felt,...and this was about 2 months ago she seemed to say no you dont feel that way you feel like this....I was like no...she said/says I have OCD problems...I will agree I have obsessive thoughts,...but she leaves out the things that are also important like my social problems, my depression which is what I believe leads to the obsessive thoughts, and a few other things....

I'm not saying she is totally wrong,...else I wouldnt keep going...all i know is my laast visit I ripped up the prescription after I got out...I cried...so so bad...and my mom and dad where shocked...they rushed back got a new prescription and told my pdoc...i'm not sure what she said....so now for 2 months i've taken these meds...actually 3 months I think...no luck...i want them to help more then an astranaut wnats to go to the moon....but they're not helping....

thanks for listening