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alexandra_k said:
How does it feel when you think that he is trying to control you?

Do you feel mad?

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In a session I usually don't realize what my thoughts are. Later I react to what happened. Sometimes I feel angry then. Sometimes I can work through my anger or other feelings and then do not feel angry or confused. But then I regress again to confusion and fear. And the cycle starts over.

It does appear that I am making progress. The depth of confusion is less over time, and I am able to work through it again. Until it returns...