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Originally Posted by Illegal Toilet
Psychotherapy and my relationship with T ended after a couple of years and I am struggling with it. I have been dreaming of T quite a bit and remembering our conversations with fondness, but also realising that our relationship was kind of fake.
I have social phobia so I don't communicate with people much, and T's conversations with me were more meaningful and deep and intimate than anything else I have experienced. Unfortunately as a result I have become attached to her and now feel betrayed.
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I can relate, though my T pushed hardest for termination and then cut me off completely, so bit different and there was definite betrayal.
But in your case I do think the feeling of betrayal makes sense if the whole thing seems a bit fake in hindsight. Don't know about you, but therapy for me was a powerful drug that obscured normal clarity, and then months later I saw the weirdness and artificiality and dysfunction of it.