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(Trigger for abuse stuff, SI stuff, suicidal ideation stuff etc)

.. I feel like crying now. And I can, since I'm alone. Why does everything have to hurt so much when I talk to him? Phooey.

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Because what happened was so hurtful and because you know deep inside that he will not hurt you. Also, that what you want is that safe person to care about you because you want to let out that hurt.

It doesn't happen all at once, you will go at your internal body pace and let things go when it's time. Sounds like your session today was a very good one and that you have quite the smart T who knows what to say and do.

It will be painful, but you can get through it. Keep up the good work!

Tranquility