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Originally Posted by ezogyo
Sure, holidays and special occasions are to be celebrated and be excited for. But not the same case for me. I just despise them. I just wish I could go through those days just like any other days, but I can't. I guess so many things that happened in my life, just prevents me from enjoying such occasions. My friends and family take this really negatively and I feel bad. Can anyone relate? Is there anything I could do?
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Maybe one day in the future you will be able to enjoy the holidays again. I do understand because I went through abuse on holidays when I was a kid. It took a long time to begin to like the holidays again. I am quite old now but I used to not be able to stand being around family on the holidays. I went as far to schedule surgery for myself on Christmas one year to avoid them. I'm sorry the holidays are so hard for you. I hope you find peace.