I wish everyone an happy new year. Life looks exactly the same, but it doesn't hurt anyone to think about a new year as a new possibility for a better life. Already 2016 were I live and I was here in bed imagining what might change for me this year. It's certainly an year with lots of challenges professionally. Almost certainly my last year as a student. But I was always remembering how I ask the same wish at midnight (or at least I used to, even I don't believe on those things). I used to use all the 12 wishes (as it is tradition to ask 12 wishes) wishing I could feel normal, I could have normal social relationships and my mental health improved... even when I didn't understand what I have and how I feel.
I can't say nothing changed, probably some things did, but I am still unhappy with who I am.
So again this year I these continue what I want most to change about my life, specially the social part... I hope the psychology appointments I am going to attend in 14 days can be the first step to the change I have been wanting to happen in my life.