I'm sorry you feel this way!! Happy New Years from me
I'm a mother of 2, pregnant with my 3rd and also have a husband but he's not so loving or supportive, I also dislike this time of year.
I'm so very different from my family and my husbands family have cut me off so I don't see them.
I usually come to my mothers for the holidays, I always look forward to it but then regret while I'm here and remember how horrible I always felt growing up. Blah.
Hope your night feels better and remember to make your own traditions with your kids

they will remember it with joy when they get older. All the best
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk