I've been diagnosed with NPD BPD Schizophrenia Stress Adjustment Disorder depending on what mood I was in at the time of the diagnosis LOL

So I thought this is crazy, why am I not getting the same diagnosis each time. I'm not leaving my mental health in the hands of these people who can't make their minds up I will sort myself out and I went cold turkey for a year not speaking to anyone but re-parenting myself into the type of person I wish I had been in the first place.

The first few months I spent crawling on the floor, rocking back and forth on my heels, sleeping days on end and painting the inside of my house from top to bottom, in agony and ecstasy at the withdrawal of all external supply.