I'm so sorry you are struggling. It's the depression talking and telling you you don't want to live. Go to the hospital. Once they get your depression in check then you will be glad to be alive. Depression brings such negative thoughts. It's hard to see through them when you are depressed. Good luck to you.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha
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