Last night I felt incredibly lonely and wished just one person knew about what I was going through. For years I've been needing to tell just one person how I really feel but I've never had the courage to do it. I've always just had to keep up the pretence that I'm fine. For months I've been wanting to speak to a friend and confide but I was too embarrassed.

So in my incredible wisdom/stupidity I decided to just text all my friends and tell them what's going on. Just get it all over and done with. Everyone knows and perhaps I don't have to hide so much.

Only now I feel like a complete idiot. Why did I do that???? I've had support from everyone but I just feel so ridiculous. I can't take it back now and the stress of it all is killing me.

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